So this is somebody else's blog, but it covers a lot of things I deal with a lot. It's not all true...money hasn't been a problem so far (I do HATE asking, but most of the time so far I don't need it that badly) and I don't get frustrated by your likes and encouragements...actually...those keep me going. I thrive on feedback. Being a non-traditional unaffiliated m sometimes helps and sometimes it makes these things worse.
I don't write blogs sometimes because I don't know how to be encouraging...or because I want to do it write and include everything but I don't seem to have time...or because I'm ashamed that I have to ask for money or I haven't been living up to my expectations or my plans aren't panning out or because I just forget...it takes a lot of emotional energy to put yourself into it. It feels like every time I'm seeking the approval of a completely silent crowd for... Well, for prayer...for...encouragement...and to know that I'm not alone and crazy for leaving my friends behind...or something like that...because we're on one team, doing one work. And I do this for ya'll too...I want you to understand that this God thing isn't just a thing. That He is alive and moving and that there are people who want to hear but no one is coming to them, people who are starving or in slavery but no one is looking out for them. And that you have a part to play too. Anyway, here's the blog about some things I'll never know how to say:
Things M's don't Say
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